I wish I was pretty but like actually pretty, not “my friends and family think I’m pretty because they’re my friends and family” pretty
I say I want to be skinny yet I am always eating. I say I want good grades yet I procrastinate until it’s too late. I say I don’t want to be alone as I put my headphones in and never talk to anyone. I say I want to be a better and happier person as I sit here and count all the ways I hate myself.
Wow this is me
|Me:||you can talk to me whenever you feel bad! I'll always be there for you|
|Me:||*bottles up problems* *doesnt talk about it with anyone* *lays in bed instead of trying to solve my own problems*|